Wednesday, October 14, 2009

dying. part two..

am still not okay..

am looking forward to being okay.

they say, happiness is in you. you control your emotions. if you want to be happy, you will be happy. if you want to be miserable, then you will be. But no matter how i tell myself to stop feeling this, am still hurt.am still dying.

i need to go some place. Some place away from them.

after this, i hope and pray to be okay.. i hope to see a light after this long darkness..

but then again, i know God has a better thing for me than what i am feeling sorry for. than what i have been wanting for myself for sooooo long..

GOD, help me see the purpose of all this.

and view evrything behind as "only yesterday"..

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