heart..

i have always had a lot to say about anything..

my heart`s so full lately, the love that`s filling it wants to come out bursting..

but, no word comes out of me. hm..how come? why am i different today? why do i feel like an alien to myself? because it`s been different the past days..because i have realized that the past had indeed a purpose..and that purpose was to find my heart!;)

i love you HEART!

sneak preview..

jan! i posted this for you..

i remember what you told me about posting a picture..

but, i know you want to see this..

:)

trifecta;perfecta(paborrow jan..)

two of my bestest friends!

different personalities(obvious ba sa attires?,sa hairdo? ug sa uban pa),

but one in heart!

one married, one engaged, one single..

pareha mi 3 tabi-an..heheheh

i love them sssssssoooooooo much!<3

friends forever!

december 26, 2009

skypark,cdo

happy 2010!

this is my first 2010 picture!

i wish i can make myself as simple as a picture. easy to uncolor. easy to edit.

but, it`s not.

i just want to remind myself that i can be as plain as this picture for today, and then, wait for the rest of 364 days to color it..

am hopin you`d get to grab a crayon yourself, and help me color my life for me..

last year was not my year i think although, i don`t believe in chinese horoscopes and the likes. am under the year of the rat which i celebrated 2 years ago. They said `rat` people will have a wonderful year in 2008, and i had one indeed! back on that year, i had a job at the opening of the year. i invested my time with friends i loved dearly and i think loved me back `dearlier`(i do not know the comparative word for it). Adventure knocked and although i was not that kind of person who`d go for it-i went anyway. At the end of the year, i went for a trip of a lifetime. with lifetime i meant-you know, making the most of my time for my future. Well, things didn`t work out the way i planned it, but, who am i to plan for a life not mine in a land not also mine. Despite it, i was happy for everything i have had for that year.

for 2008-thank you to:

*house of hope for the work.

*mart for the whatever we had..hahahah!

*jan-jan for always being there..

*des, marjo, mapam, mabi, lolo, bobot for all the laughters!

*an-an and `te ebie for you know..hihihih

*aldrin ,who despite making my aunt (an-an above) cry, for taking me into a responsibility..

*rafih khoury for giving me a job.

*farrah for all the kindness!

*renan! for everything. though i text him once in a

while (every birthday-heheheh) how much i love him really as a brother, i`d like to tell him again that, even if God did not grant me my plans of making a life in a land where he is, am thankful enough to HIM for granting me the time to spend with him anyway.

then 2009 came.

it wasn`t really a good year at least for me. no permanent job and in fact,

all i did for the year was.............................

WAIT.

for a job

for love

for peace of mind

for freedom

for the airplane?heheheh

now i decided to just laugh the time away.

it`s a brand new year.

brand new WAITINGS..

and i am hoping to wait for a THING worth waiting for..

today isn`t just a beginning of a new year,

because there are a few things (aside from the year) that`s new too!

*a sister that has just been married.

*and, well for me, a love am hoping to prosper.hahahah!

happy new year!

anyway, these were some of the family new year pictures!